"TOO LONG"
grotesque images in my mind
of vengence given, paid in kind
horrid, bloody; pain and scorn
i have sought revenge
and sat forlorn
so long i have waited
so long have i sat
so long i have hated
and will now extract
all that you have taken
all you have gained
all you have forsaken
every meandering stain
soon it will be known
the crimes you did commit
my hatred long has grown
now i will admit
all the pain you put me through
all the things you did
all the anger left to brew
all the things i hid
all the tears i never cried
the things i would not show
all the things i have died for
just to let you know
i am already dead
deep within my soul
but i would die again
allow my blood to flow
paint the pavement
crimson dark
hide the faults
the angry spark
show you all what you have done
i will rise and have my fun
reawaken the hatred within
recreate your awful sins
put my pain
into your eyes
allow you all
to realize
all the shit you did to me
all the tears never seen
all the things i kept within
all the things again and again
you never knew
what you did
but now you will
no longer kids
you will pay for what you made
you created a bitch
now lets trade
humiliation
degradation
so much anger
so much pain
why will it not go away
all the pain
now you will pay
i've kept it in
for far too long
my revenge i'll take
good-bye, so long
no longer will i live with this
too long, too long
now comes vengence
give those fucks
empathy
make them pay
and make them see
all the things they did to me
all the things that went on
for far too long
